A lot had happened in 4 years ago. One of it was the passing of my father. Everything happened so sudden and so fast. I couldn’t express my feelings when it all happened. All I did was cry, cry and cry. I felt so useless.
One day, I decided to pack my books and cloths and move to KL. To make a different in life. To be a successful person. To achieve my goals. It was a tough decision. I had to change my habits and lifestyle altogether to a place where I am not very familiar.
My family. My friends. They were all so very dear to me. I see them every single day. Eat, drink, play and even exercise with every single one of them almost everyday.
Then, suddenly, I just decided to move away.
I smiled and said that I’m going off to further my studies. Be a Sholar (you know lah.. like those China old movies, the son go to the Mainland to study and be a scholar, come back become officer thing). On a contrary, I just want to get out and move into a new environment. Test myself to see how far I can go (but Mum always makes things easy to get by).
Fast forward, it has been almost 2 years and so much has changed within that time span. My family and friends have changed. I no longer know them as much as I used to, years back. 
My heart aches knowing that I wasn’t there to share their happiness and hardships.
Sometimes, I did look back and smack the back of my head. You dumbo. You should have just stayed back. To date, you have achieved nothing. Earning a living that’s not even a liveful one.
Truth to be told.
I’ve been running away……from many things.
I wish I could stop the time and freeze the best moments in life.
OK, wrap it up! That’s all for the last day of the April Fool’s Month.
P/s: Happy Labours Day! I’m glad it’s a Public Holiday and I don’t have to drag myself to work today 
do a theory question while eating
Safe me all the trouble to travel to the collection venue to collect them 
Thanks to Energizer, annna.net will be part of the media 5.5km Energizer Night Race at Sepang International Circuit!
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